- MY STORY -
ACTING INDIAN

⭐️ ACTOR & FILMMAKER

- I was extremely shy and lazy but also hardworking and dramatic in my childhood.
- I surprised my mother once, by planning an act of my death.
- But I also faced a day in my life, when I saw my mother dying in hospital.
- Many years before this, I lost my father, I had fear of death for years.
- I was socially extremely low confident, I almost never communicated with my father.
- I also struggled heavily in my life for physical fitness.
- I had so many life experiences, few amazing and many very painful.
- I always used to sing bollywood songs to entertain people around me.
- I loved thinking and experimenting silently with whatever I had.
- Speaker boxes to voice command automations, I always tried to build something.
- I wanted to learn everything but always hated books, teachers, school, coaching.
- My mother encouraged me for on stage singing, I tried two times in school.
- In academics I was below average first, then good, then finally proved worst.
- I was equally interested in being Artist and Engineer like personality.
- I struggled a lot to build career like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs.
- I was very good in coding and was a fast bowler in school cricket.
- I never considered anyone as my friend, always stayed almost alone.
- I had 3 relationships in my life, AJ** (start), AD** (support), UT** (satisfaction)
- 3 other, PJ** (confidence), SV** (calmness), and KT** (fitness) inspired me without any relationship.
- I always shown courage and unbreakable commitment but still lived in chaos.
- I lost my software engineering job during covid pandemic.
- The job which I didn't wanted to do but had no situational and financial choice.
- But thoose job days added so many life experiences that helped me a lot.
- Finally I decided to leave technical dreams and try being and artist.
- I already lived a very complex life which had all the phases.
- Now suddenly saying that I am an Artist, in reality, it's another chaos.
- I tried running youtube video channels in almost all falvours.
- Gadget reviews, movie reviews, news, solo comedy acts, coding tutorials, shorts, reels.
- Nothing worked. It made me realize that I was better before, doing regular job.
- Even trying hard I was not able to change so called written life flow.
- But in place of leaving all this I decided to attempt even more bigger idea.
- Now I want to be a Superstar, The best Actor and Filmmaker of all times.
- I won't fail as some compromised dreamer, I will fail as superstar dreamer.
- I never performed as an actor ever anywhere, and I am a great actor?
- I made 1000 useless videos, learned editing and I am a great filmmaker?
- NO. I changed my sim, changed email, I have new name "Acting Indian"
- I am learning with free online course videos, free youtube videos.
- I am learning by watching movies, OTT content, thinking, researching.
- Whatever I am trying to do now is seriously looks imposible even to me.
- As always I still have responsibilities which creates moral limitations.
- Failure looks certain. But all I want is a chance to attempt freely.
- I always wanted to break my boundaries but limitations was my reality.
- I believe Acting and Filmmaking is the freedom which I always deserved.